Pigtails

This could very easily be me and Kaaren.

Except I’m the brunette and he was the blonde.

And he looked just adorable in pigtails.

Everyone thought so.

Mrs K

Some Sissies

I always enjoyed watching Kaaren get ready in the morning.

Sometimes I would pretend to be asleep while he was doing his makeup and taking care of his choice of clothes for the day.

I have no idea why that would turn me on but it did. Very much.

So much that I would end up having him ruin his pretty face taking care of my needs.

After all, what’s the point of being married to a submissive sissy if you don’t get to use him when you need him!

Then he could fix his makeup while I showered and afterward we would have a nice breakfast together.

Those were good times.

Mrs K

It Was Funny

The truth is that my sister didn’t really like Kaaren all that much.

She didn’t think he was good enough for me or for our family.

Obviously Kaaren never had any type of sexual contact with her but on occasion she’d let him give her a foot massage. 

Kaaren gave really nice foot massages.

He did have many fantasies about scenes like this one 

I’m sure a lot of wives would be upset about their husband fantasizing about having any kind of sex with their sister but I found it funny.

She plainly thought very little of Kaaren but he still thought quite a bit about her.

And although I might be very open about things regarding our sex life I had no interest in having a threesome with my sister..

I had no interest and I don’t really believe that Kaaren did either. It was just a fantasy.

But then, I had lots of fantasies of my own too.

Mrs K

Taking a Break

Yes Kaaren and I double dated a couple of times.

It was a lot of fun for both of us.

Sometimes we’d giggle like little girls while we made the guys wait for us to come back and resume where we’d left off.

Mrs K

Careful What You Wish For

Another example of Kaaren being silly.

He could make me laugh so easily.

It wasn’t always about sex, sometimes it was just about having fun.

Mrs K

Close The Curtains

We were a little more discrete than this although, even with all of his whining, Kaaren loved the humiliation of being exposed as the sissy he was.

It made me a little wet too.

And I would have him spend some time making sure that I was completely satisfied afterwards.

I loved watching him blush.

Mrs K

One of Those Days

 Today was one of those days.

I was just walking down the street on my way to the train station and I passed a little boutique. It’s the same shop that I’ve passed by a thousand times before but today for whatever reason it caught my attention.

There was a lovely green dress in the window. Scandalously short and nothing i would ever remotely consider wearing myself. But i caught myself thinking that Kaaren would look adorable in it, and then I was crying again.

I quickly got hold of myself and wiped the tears away and continued on my way.

Some days are like that, I’ll just be fine one moment and then something will remind me of my Sweetheart and that’s it.

I’m still learning how to come to terms with my loss.

I know many friends and others who tell me that I have to “get over it” and frankly I don’t know if I ever will.

Do you think that, maybe, there’s only one person that is meant to be with you?

I’ve had ”lovers” before but there has only been one man I’ve ever really loved and now he’s gone 

Going through his unpublished blog posts has been hard, and at the same time, quite a bit of fun.

I “hear” his voice as I read his musings and stories.

I sometimes sleep with his favorite nightgown and I can smell his scent on it. Sometimes it brings a smile and sometimes it brings tears.

Like today, imagine, a little green dress could stop me in my tracks and leave me a wreck.

Just a stupid little dress,but he really would have been so pretty in it.

And it would have made him so happy.

Me too.

Mrs K