I really miss this.
I’m going to my brothers house for Thanksgiving this year. I didn’t really enjoy any holidays last year as the hurt was just still raw and overwhelming.
But I’m a little better now than I was then.
I still feel horribly alone but I’m more used to it now.
I’m glad I still have family to keep me company and I feel the love from them. I’m counting on that to get me through.
I’m thankful for the joy I’ve had. I just selfishly wish I could have that again.
They say that time heals all wounds but I think there are some wounds that never heal. They just hurt a little less.
Be thankful for all your blessings, enjoy your life, take the time to give love and hold your loved ones tight.
Have a nice Thanksgiving.