A Beautiful Sunset

 We were staying at my Boss's "Summer Place" up in the mountains and it was all so wonderful.

"Kaaren" had quickly found his favorite spot and almost every afternoon, he could be found sitting out on the veranda, looking out over the property, all the way to the green mountains beyond.

"It's what Heaven would look like", he said  when he first saw it.

I usually sat with him but sometimes I had to logon and do something to earn my pay.

I warned him not to stay in the sun for too long and came inside to do a little work via computer.

Afterward I took a break and must have dozed off.

When I woke I called out for "Kaaren".

He didn't answer.

I went out to the veranda, the sky was full of color, a beautiful sunset.

But my "Kaaren" was gone.

He had slipped away while I slept.

The Medical Examiner told me it was an aneurysm and there was nothing anyone could have done

.
But it was my fault.
I should have been there. I should have been watching over him.
But I wasn't, and my Sweetheart left me, and neither of us got to say goodbye.
It's been a couple of weeks since he's been gone and I am sorry I didn't let you know sooner.
But now you do.

Mrs.K

 

 

 

 

 

 

Happy Birthday Kaaren

 Today is "Kaaren's" birthday and I thought it would be nice if he received some happy birthday wishes from you.

"Kaaren" still doesn't have access to her electronics and won't have till, maybe next week, but I will show him your responses.

It's a special birthday this year as we both had our doubts about being able to celebrate it.

"Kaaren" is doing well. Rest and some exercise has been good for him.

The place we are is wonderful, and I will explain all that later.

But please, cheer him up, a simple Happy Birthday note would mean the world to him. 

And to me.

Mrs. K

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

So...

 

"Kaaren" wrote this a couple of weeks ago but never posted it for reasons that I will make clear soon. Just so you know what's going on.

We're both OK. Kaaren hasn't had access to any of his electronics for a few weeks and won't have access till we get home.

I want him to rest and I'm being pretty strict about it.

I understand all of your concern and I'm touched by the affection you all have for my sweet husband.

I will update this soon.

Mrs. K 

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 So....I came home....

I was angry that she had ignored me.....

I was angry that I had to spend another night in the damned hospital....

But mostly I was angry that she ignored me....

When she came and brought me home in the morning neither of us had much to say....

And when we got home she told me that we had to talk....we couldn't leave it as it was....

So I met her in the living room and crawled up over her knees....I flipped my skirt up and left my panties on because...sometimes....when we talk she likes to leave them on....

She didn't spank me as I expected....instead she opened up to me about how the last few months had affected her....

She told me of the anxiety.....the fear....the helplessness she'd felt....

By the time she was done she was sobbing.....

It broke my heart to hear the sadness and fear she'd felt....

I was crying too....my anger melted away as I put myself in her shoes....

She apologized for forcing me to the hospital but told me that she would do it again....she was afraid of losing me and would do what she thought best to keep us together for a long....long time....

Then she astounded me!!!

She told me to stand up and then to rake her place sitting in the chair....

Then she put herself over my lap.....and told me that I should make her feel my frustrations....she was ready!!!!

I put my hand on her beautiful bottom but I couldn't bring myself to spank her....

She was right to be scared.....she was always right.....and I adored her sweet bottom!!!!

I had seen her spanked by a few of her lovers over the years.....and I admit that I kind of envied them a little.....

But I couldn't......

Then I was sobbing.....

We went to bed together later and just held on to each other.....

Maybe it would be OK....

I still love her more than anything....more than my own life.....

Caution

 

I have known "Kaaren" since we were teenagers together.

"Kaaren" has suffered from asthma all of her life and I have seen incidents dozens, if not hundreds, of times.

But when it happened on Monday night I have to admit that I probably overreacted.

I told him that I was going to take him to the hospital and he told me that he wouldn't go!

I haven't encountered open defiance from him in so many years that I was taken aback!

He said it would pass, he used his rescue inhaler, but I didn't want to hear it and I physically dragged him to my car in the driveway.

I screamed at him to get his "sissy ass" into the car. I was stressed beyond the point where I cared about discretion!

The Doctor at the emergency room was already familiar with "Kaaren" and took him in right away.

He told me that it was a relatively minor asthma attack, and it was nothing to worry about.

They admitted "Kaaren" overnight "Just "in an abundance of caution".

"Kaaren" is furious with me and I readily admit that I went a little crazy.

I tried to say I was sorry but I think it fell on deaf ears.

And now after sitting and thinking about it, I'm not sorry. Not even a little bit!

Showing my concern is something I will not apologize for.

When I bring him home tomorrow we're going to have a long, long talk!

Mrs.K

Cuckold

"Of course I'm going to fuck him Sweetheart....why else would I invite him over while you're tied to the bed wearing pretty lingerie?"

"But I can't.....I can't let him see me like this!!!!"

"Oh yes Sissy....he's going to take my panties down and fuck me....right here....in our bed....while you watch....and then....he's going to take your panties down and fuck you while I watch!!!!"

"Oh....well I guess that's OK then....."
 

 

Thank You

"Thank you so much.....my sissy husband is really going to love this!!!!"

"Anytime.....I lope he enjoys it!!!!" 

Waiting

"What are you waiting for Bro.....I told you that if you're going to wear my panties that you have to kiss my ass every morning.....and I'm not talking about the cheeks either.....I want you to get on your knees....spread my cheeks apart....I want to feel your lips and tongue on my asshole....or I show those pics of you in that pair of pink ruffled panties to everyone!!!!"
"But what if Mom catches us?"
"You better hope not.....I mean.....where do you think I got the idea...."
"You mean Dad....."
"Yep.....he's been wearing her panties and serving her backdoor for years!!!!! I can't believe you never figured it out!!!!"
"I never...."
"Look Bro.....less talk more kissing....."

Hump Day

As part of his Hump Day presentation....he shows you the potential for a larger return on your smaller investment....and it's very convincing!!!

Control

"I just want to see if you've learned to control yourself over the past couple of weeks....I'm going to stroke you for another ten minutes and if you're a good boy and don't squirt....then I'll leave you uncaged...."

"Please...."

"But if you squirt your cummies then it's back in the cage for another month.....then we'll try again!!!"

Monday ManCandy

 Under the weather?

Just a little weak?

Thank goodness that your wonderful wife is bringing you a hot breakfast to start your day!!!!

No effort needed on your part....just lie back and let her feed it you!!!!

ManCandy!!!! It's almost as good as getting it fresh from the tap!!!

Special

He can sometimes be quite sheepish.

For a man who's done all he's done, it's funny to see him having difficulty talking about anything.

I've seen him on his knees with a man at each end pumping him full of cum and he still has a problem talking to me about his sexual needs.

I realize that in normal times all we really ever discuss are my sexual needs, which we both believe is as it should be.

But when he came to me last night I knew he was troubled about something.

Sometimes it's like peeling an onion with him!

After a while we finally got to what was bothering him.

It was the cage,

Or lack thereof.

I've been reluctant to cage him again since his trips to the hospital have been preceded by scrambling to remove his cage before the ambulance arrived.

But he misses it, he tells me that none of his orgasms feel special unless he's had to earn them.

I guess I can understand that.

So Stacy and I made a little keyholder ceremony about locking him up.

We made him promise to honor and obey.

To be the best girl he could be.

To do as he was told.

And most of all to love us as much as we loved him!

He couldn't agree fast enough!

And as always he supplied me with a very appropriate picture to illustrate the occasion.

 

Mrs. K

 

 

More Than Me

He really is a joy to be married to when all things are considered.

I've always loved the idea of men wearing girls things, I don't know why.

It was always one of my favorite fantasies. 

When I first met "Kaaren" it was like all my late night dreams had come to life!

It still feels like that to me, a dream come true.

And I don't mind that his panty drawer is far more full than mine.

In fact, I encourage it.

Mrs. K

Recovery

 This seems to be "Kaaren's" recovery uniform!

He is getting up and doing some things for himself, but apparently getting dressed isn't one of them.

Every day I find him in just his cute panties and a t-shirt and, well, he looks just adorable.

I asked him if he had a picture in his massive collection that would show what I mean and of course he did.

So there it is. This is how my husband spends most of the day. He's such a baby sometimes.

Stacy and I have asked him to at least put on a robe, but he says it's too "hard" for him.

I'm thinking that he's taking a little advantage of us, but he is still here!

And I'm grateful for that every day!

Mrs. K

Different

 It's different this time....

I actually feel like I'm getting better....

I've been getting out of bed and doing things without help and I feel OK....

I've tried to shoo my sweetheart back to bed but she still sits watch on me....

I guess I've scared her so many times....I can't blame her....

The doctor comes to see me....yes....a house call!!!!

She keeps telling me that the worst is over....

Pardon my skepticism but I've heard that before....

When the day comes that I can get down in my knees and suck a nice big cock till it explodes in my mouth, without having to stop to catch my breath, that's when I'll be sure!!!

But for now....I'm getting lots of cuddles and the occasional orgasm....so I'm not complaining!!!!

I'm sure the list of offenses is very...very long...and when the spankings resume they'll be long and numerous....I can't wait!!!!

Thank you all for your support through all of this....and especially for the love and support you've given to my sweet wife....

I appreciate it more than I can express in words.....

 

All Night

 After the first night he was home, Stacy and I wrestled the small recliner, from my home office, upstairs to the bedroom.

That's where I've been at night when "\Kaaren's" asleep.

I sit and read while I listen to him breathe, just in case.

I was reading when Stacy poked her head in earlier to see if I needed or wanted anything.

I told her that some tea would be lovely.

She returned a few minutes later with my favorite, Irish Breakfast Tea, and stood by while I sipped at it.

She was staring at "Kaaren" and she looked so sad.

I suggested that she should cuddle with him for a while.

She carefully climbed into bed with him and spooned up against him.

He scooched back against her even though he was still asleep.

I sipped my tea and smiled.

She loves him so much.

I went back to my book and it wasn't long before I realized that she too had fallen asleep. Nestled together, like lovers, her arm holding him.

There was real beauty in this, my husband asleep in her arms while I watched over them.

 It's nice to know that he has two of us looking after him.

Some day soon I might be able to sleep without worry, but it's not going to be anytime soon. 

For now I'm sitting and listening to their rhythmic breathing and the occasional murmurs of their adventures in dreamland.

The dawn will be coming soon and then I can sleep. 

Somehow I feel like he's safe in the daylight and so I watch over him all night.

I was never afraid of the dark before, but I am now.

Mrs.K

 

 

Home

He's home!

He's back in my arms!

He's here!

"Kaaren" came home a couple of days ago.

I have prayed for this and made so many promises to God that I may spend the rest of my life trying to fulfill them!

But none of that matters because he's home with me.

When they took out the ventilator tube, after weaning him from it for a couple of days, his voice was raspy and, just, just so sexy!

I teased him a little about having a tube in his throat.

He smiled!

My Sweetheart smiled!

Joy doesn't describe it!

I'm never going to feel like this again, never.

He's home, with me, here, now!

Just thought I'd let you know.

Because he'll ask if I did, and I wouldn't want to upset him.

I'm going to cuddle with him, I'll be careful of the tubes and monitors.

But he's home! 

With me!

With me!

Mrs.K

 

Setback

 

My sweet husband has suffered a setback.

That's what the doctors call it!

I try and try to remain positive through all of this but I'm feeling nothing but despair.

For a week or so everything seemed to be getting back to normal, but Tuesday night "Kaaren" was in trouble.

They called it "respiratory distress".

Even with the oxygen he wasn't getting enough air.

The ambulance arrived pretty quickly I guess, although it seemed like it took hours as I tried to comfort my sweetheart.

They took him to the, all too familiar, emergency room and he was immediately admitted to the hospital.

Doctors and tests and hours and more hours, and then they told me that he was being sedated and put on a ventilator.

His blood oxygen was so low that he had less than an hour left to live when he got to the hospital.

They say that he should pull through, they say that this is just a temporary problem, they say a lot of things.

But they don't say that he would have died in his bed if I hadn't gone in to check on him!

I feel like I'm losing him a little bit at a time.

I can't imagine a life without him, I've been in love with him since I was just a girl!

"Kaaren" isn't religious, however, she's probably more christian than many churchgoers but she would never claim to be. I pray for his recovery every day.

I have never before thought about really losing him.

But while he lies there in a hospital bed, unconscious, and only breathing because a machine is helping him, how can I not!

I'm only writing this because I can't do anything to change any of this.

If he comes home again I hope that he will get better.

But recent days have dampened my expectations.

 

Mrs.K

 

Monday ManCandy

You woke up late.....

No time for breakfast....

No time for anything....

Rush down to the garage....get to your car....and suddenly....like an angel from heaven....someone delivers breakfast to you before you leave....

ManCandy!!! Never leave home without it!!!!

Benefits

This job didn't really pay much....but she stayed because the benefits were outstanding!!!

Hump Day

With your careful guidance....after days of frustration for both of you....on Hump Day you finally got everything in order and you started working together to a conclusion you could both be happy with!!!!

Monday ManCandy

 Look....I've been pretty sick the last couple of months....sometimes it looked pretty grim....but they can't keep a good sissy down for long!!!

I'm still not back to my regular slutty self just yet and sometimes I still need to be assisted in various things.....and as much as I enjoy being served....I'm looking forward to getting my own meals for myself soon!!!

ManCandy!!! So good...even if you didn't prepare it yourself!!!

Thank You

 

I want to thank you all for the good wishes and prayers....

You got me through some very dark times!!!

I can't thank my wife enough for updating the blogs....I always hated when a blogger just disappeared and you didn't know why....

I'm not 100%....not even close....but for the first time in months I feel like I'm getting better.

I'm going to post stuff....some new...some stuff that has been sitting in my drafts folder since forever...

But you will have to forgive me for not posting as regularly as I did....

Just grabbing the laptop from the table is more of an effort than ever....

I will post this across my blogs to make sure everyone sees this....

I wish I could thank you all in person....

I'm pretty sure we would all enjoy that....

But as I've said before....

I love you all!!!!

Kisses

Kaaren

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pick Me Up

 When my wife was leaving for the office this morning she asked me if I wanted her to pick up anything for me....

I told her there was a couple of things I'd really like....

She told me that the lipstick was no problem....she'd have to think about the other thing...

So Cute

 I'm beginning to understand why "Kaaren" enjoys writing this blog. There is the freedom of talking about things with hundreds of people that I would never discuss at all in person.

Last night "Kaaren" asked me if I was satisfied.

I didn't understand at first, but, then it dawned on me.

I told him that I hadn't felt very sexy lately, it's hard to be sexy and worried at the same time.

He told me that he was worried about me too, he said that he wants me to have orgasms. He said that I needed them.

I couldn't really argue with that. I have been a very sexual person since I was very young.

First alone, then with horny boys.

First in my hand, then in my mouth and finally inside me.

I loved it all.

Now I just find that my interest has waned as I tend to my sweet sissy husband.

But last night "Kaaren" wanted to make me happy.

He wanted to worship me as he's done so often.

I told him I was worried that he wouldn't be able to breathe.

Get ready, here's the cute part.

He smiled at me and said, "Don't you know, you've always left me breathless!"

How could I say no to that?

Mrs. K

 

 

 

 

Promising Signs

 I came home last night exhausted physically and emotionally.

It was a very long day at work and a very hard day to be working in NYC.

When I got home I really found myself hoping that "Kaaren" wouldn't need much from me.

It sounds terrible, I know, but I'm tired.

And still scared.

And I'm tired of being scared!

All of my life I've been able to take charge and fix the things that needed to be fixed, and I hate being powerless to help the one person that means more to me than anyone else in the world.

When I came in the door the health aide met me, as usual, to give me an update on "Kaaren".

She had a big smile. 

"Come see!" she told me.

I followed her up the stairs with a little trepidation.

When I went into the bedroom I found my sweet girl sitting up in bed.

Looking very pretty in one of his pastel blue nighties.

His makeup was done to perfection, and his hair was styled into a kind of updo!

But it was his smile that stopped me in my tracks, I suddenly realized I had not seen his sweet smile since all of this began!

"Doesn't he look pretty?" asked his aide, her name is Joanna.

"He looks beautiful!"

I tried not to notice the oxygen tubes that he still wore but as for the rest of him, I could have eaten him up right there and then!

Joanna told me that he had asked her to help him to look pretty for me and that she had been reluctant at first, but afterward the two of them had ended up enjoying themselves very much.

I gave her a tight hug which she returned, before she turned and left us alone.

I had tears in my eyes as I took "Kaaren's" hand and told her how pretty she was, and how much I enjoyed seeing her like this.

I kissed her ruby red lips and reached down to give her a squeeze.

She suddenly looked worried.

"I don't think I'm ready yet."

I told him that I understood, that I can wait for him, that I love him, that he made me so happy today.

He smiled his beautiful smile at me again, then he apologized. He was so exhausted from just this that he had to lie down again.

I smiled and stroked his pretty hair.

I told him I would wake him for dinner.

I stayed until his breathing became steady as he slipped into dreamworld.

Then I went and had a good cry in my room!

It was a promising sign but it also showed me how far he had to go.

Thank you all for your good wishes and prayers. I have shown them all to "Kaaren" and he asked me to thank you all.

Once again, Thank You All.

Mrs.K

 

 

What's happening Now

Since his last post "Kaaren" has been in and out of the hospital twice more.

It seems like every step forward leads to two steps back.

The doctors reassure me and I take him home, and in a day or two he's re-admitted.

It scares me.

Every time he comes home he seems diminished.

Smaller, weaker, less and less like himself.

He tries to be brave but all it does is make it all seem worse.

It's like a scene from a bad, tragic romance movie.

He can't do anything for himself at this point. My insurance, thank god, pays for a daytime aide which allows me to go to work. But I can't concentrate and the corporate sharks are circling. My superiors have assured me that my position is secure, but I'm sure that could change quickly.

I push all of that aside as I look at my sweet husband, looking so small and helpless, and my heart breaks a little bit more.

He's sleeping now. I know he feels bad when I cry but how can I help it.

He asked me to post an update over a week ago, and I wanted to, I really did.

Then he was back in the hospital again and his blogs were the furthest things from my mind.

He asked me about it today and I confessed that I hadn't done as he'd asked, he looked a little hurt and asked me to please do it soon.

I check on him all through the night, I make sure the oxygen tubes aren't tangled and that he's under the covers. It seems he feels the cold more than he used to.

And I feel the cold too, and I'm very afraid for him.

So there you have it.

Mrs. K

I'm So Sorry

I'm so sorry that I haven't been posting lately....

My recent illness took a little more out of me than I thought...

My days pass by in a blur....I sleep...I wake up....I go to the bathroom....I rest there after I'm done....I make my way back to bed....I sleep....my wife or Stacy wakes me to eat something....I eat....I rest....bathroom again....rest....back to bed...sleep....

I take the occasional break to cry....because I want to be me again....

Then I see what's going on in the world....and I cry some more....then I feel like an ass for being so selfish....I'm sleeping in a comfy bed and I have as much food as I want when so many people don't have either....

I actually think I'm depressed about being depressed....if that makes any sense....

I know several thousand people a day stop by here to read my silly musings and I hope to be back soon....

But even just typing this has left me exhausted....the laptop is so damned heavy....

Just want you all to know that I still love you all!!!

Kisses

Kaaren

 

 

 

 

 

Well....I'm Alive...

 Well....I'm alive....

A week ago I'd have bet against it!!!!

I've discovered what a wonderful thing it is to breathe!!!!

You don't think about it until you can't do it!!!!

But....I'm here.....alive....

I'm not really back to myself yet....the doctors warned me it would take some time...

Not that long ago I'd do a three mile run just to warm up for the day...

Now I get exhausted going to the bathroom across the hall....

I've probably slept more in the past couple of weeks than I have in the past ten years....and I still feel so tired...

I dropped a few pounds but I don't recommend doing it this way....

Anyway....I just wanted to say hello....and thank you all for the good wishes and lovely comments you left....

I'm going to post this on all of my blogs just to make sure I thank everyone....and then I'm going to go back to sleep....

I love you all....

I hope to be back to my regular self soon....

Kisses

Kaaren

 

Another Update

When your loved one is in the hospital there is nothing more terrifying than a late night phone call from your doctor. I saw her name on the incoming call and I felt my heart stop!

I was shaking and already crying when I answered.

But the voice on the other end wasn't my doctor, it was my sweet husband!

He sounded better. He called to tell me that they were going to release him on Saturday and I just fell apart.

The tension and worry and fear all came pouring out of me all at once,

My friend Stacy rushed in to see what was wrong and immediately feared the worst.

"Is it Kaaren?"

Al I could do was nod .

I held out the phone to her and she reluctantly took it.

The look on her face when she heard "Kaaren's" voice was something I'll  never forget.

I finally got myself under control. I realized that i was upsetting my Sweetheart and I didn't want him to worry about me.

We spoke for a while and he told me that he really felt better and was glad to be coming home.

Then he gave the phone to the doctor who told me that he had really responded well to the antibiotics, his lungs were clear, and he would be much better off at home.

I've just come back from tucking him in. In his own bed. In his pretty nightgown.

He's doing so much better but he's clearly been through an ordeal.

But I think that the worst is behind him now. Behind us now.

Thank you all for your good wishes.

Mrs. K

 

An Update on Kaaren's Condition

"Kaaren" came home on Monday but it was clear to me that she was still ill.

He was experiencing difficulty in breathing.

He was so happy to be home that he kept trying to convince me that he was fine, when he clearly wasn't.

On Tuesday morning I called an ambulance once again, and he was taken to the Emergency Room. He was experiencing extreme difficulty in breathing.

He was re-admitted to the hospital and I was informed that his condition is serious but not critical, a small comfort to say the least.

Once again he's receiving antibiotics and there has been some discussion of putting him on a ventilator again.

Our physician, an old friend of mine, has told me that she is closely monitoring his case and that gives me a bit of relief.

As of today "Kaaren" remains in the hospital with no definite release date being mentioned.

As per his request I'll keep you informed of any changes.

Mrs. K

 

A Note About Kaaren

Some of you may have noticed a sudden end to "Kaaren's" posts last Tuesday.

The truth of the matter is that by Tuesday afternoon my husband had become quite ill and was taken via ambulance to our local hospital on orders of our family physician.

His diagnosis was pneumonia.

"Kaaren" was admitted and placed on broad spectrum antibiotics intravenously, and oxygen.

On Wednesday they placed him on a ventilator to help him breathe.

Thursday he was responding well enough to the drugs that they felt it would be alright to take him back off the ventilator.

His lungs were clearing and he continued to improve on  Friday although still not enough to allow me to bring him home.

They've held him this weekend and continued the antibiotics and I've just gotten off the phone with my Doctor who, to my joy, told me I can check him out and bring him home on Monday!

He will still need some care at home and I must be vigilant for any reoccurring symptoms, but my Sweetheart will be home with me and that's all that counts!

I don't know when he might start posting to his blogs again, probably sooner rather than later.

I got off the phone with him not long ago and he asked me to post this update.

So there you have it.

 

Mrs.K 

 

For An "A"

He hadn't really thought it through....

When his student told him that she would fuck him if he gave her an "A"...this wasn't what he had pictured....

Actually....he had to admit....this was better....sooooo much better!!!!

Happy Valentines Day

Even after all these years you still take my breath away!!!!

Happy Valentines Day!!!

Monday ManCandy

Due to the recent supply chain troubles you sometimes find that you have to stretch that breakfast for one into a light breakfast for two....

There's not really a shortage....it's just that...well....you're used to so much more!!!!

ManCandy!!! A little goes a long way!!!

Sissy School - A Weekend Visit Home

"What's going on here Sissy?"

"You said that I couldn't use your boyfriend to help me study this weekend....so I brought a study buddy home with me...."

"That's not what I meant Sissy....why is my living room filled with men watching you!!!"

"Well....the school is running a fundraiser.....and it was either this or a cake sale....and you know I'm terrible at baking...."

"Shows over Sissy....everybody out....I don't want a roomful of strangers jerking off to my sissy husband.....I'm calling the pink bus right now!!!"

"Okay....but we had two more shows scheduled...."

"Out!!! All of you out!!!!"

"Yes Ma'am!!!"

Domination

When we first got together....things were different...

She wasn't always a dominant....well she was but she didn't really know it....

I was always submissive....but I tried to pretend that I wasn't...

But we both knew who we were....deep down....

And little things like giving her a foot massage grew to be something else...

Something far more satisfying for both of us!!!

Saturday Matinee - Forever

 

 

He was breathing heavy as he watched the movie....for the second time today!!!

Maureen was just fantastic....it had to be real....no one could act that authentically!!!

Not that he knew....in fact he'd never had real sex....with anyone....

He shifted his concentration from the screen to his hand inside the panties that he'd grabbed in the laundry room....that pretty girl in 4G....he wondered what she would think if she could see him now.....she always smiled at him when they passed in the halls....

But then on the screen Maureen started to have an orgasm!!!! It was definitely real....at least it was the way he imagined a woman would have an orgasm....

And he didn't want to be the man giving her the ecstatic joy he heard coming from his surround sound speakers....he wanted to be her....he wanted to be her so badly it hurt....and as he erupted in his own orgasm....he didn't notice that he wasn't alone anymore!!!!

With his eyes closed tightly he let the last of his orgasm drain him....

He was never really satisfied like this but it gave him temporary relief...

Then he heard a man clear his throat....

His eyes snapped open and he jumped back!!!!

There was a man sitting next to his bed.....holding a box of tissues!!!!

"Who are you? How did you get in here?"

"Relax Martin....I'm not going to hurt you....here take some tissues....you're ruining those pretty panties....Jennifer is still wondering what happened to them....but you'll be happy to know that she doesn't suspect you at all...."

"But....who....what are you doing here?"

"I'm here to answer your prayer....oh...wait a second...this is my favorite part..."

The man leaned over and turned up the volume as Maureen screamed again in another orgasm....

"That girl is good!!!! She's going to be a star forever!!!!"

"What do you mean you're here to answer my prayer....I don't really pray....I haven't prayed for years!!!"

"Well OK it wasn't an official prayer....but I heard it anyway....heard it loud enough to bring me here....and I'm glad I came....that was quite a hot little show you put on there...."

Martin blushed bright red when he realized that this man had watched him...watched him while he pleasured himself....wearing his neighbors panties!!!

"Come come Martin....no need to be embarrassed....Maureen has gifts that could make a dead man....well that's just a cliche....but you're different aren't you....you don't want to have her do you? You want to be her!!!"

"Listen....if you don't get out of her I'm going to call the cops!!!!"

"I can do that for you Martin....I can make you just like her...."

"I don't want any trouble,,,,wait what do you mean...."

"I mean I can make you into her twin sister if that's what you'd really like...."

"But how could you.....oh my god.....you're...."

"Took you long enough to figure it out Martin....if this kind of thing keeps up I'm going to have to go back to the red suit and horns...."

"But you're the Prince of Darkness...."

"No sorry....these days the prince of darkness is Ozzy Osbourne...."

"But you're really him....the....devil!!!"

"I go by many names....you can call me that if you wish...."

"You want to make me into her twin?"

"I want to stretch out and sleep for a millennia or two....but the last time I took a nap there was that damned Renaissance....I swear...you humans have this annoying tendency to be good...."

"But you could make me....like her....I'd give anything to be like her....even if it was only for a day...."

"Well lets see....yes I could give you that and in return I'd get your immortal soul...."

"I don't really believe in all that stuff about souls and things...."

"Hmmm....so you're sitting alone in your room with the Devil Incarnate and you're telling me you don't believe in souls...."

"Well I...."

"All the better my young friend....lets make our deal then and I'll be on my way....I'm offering you the chance to be the woman of your dreams....for only a day....as you said....but you will remain her forever.....till the end of time you will be that sweet voluptuous woman....and I'll see to it that you will have sex constantly....you'll have pleasures of the flesh like no one else ever had...."

"Sex? I'll have sex?"

"You'll have sex like no one has ever had sex....for infinity...."

"But I get one day as her...here....for real...."

"I'll sweeten the deal....as soon as we sign the contract, that pretty girl from 4G....Jennifer...she'll be at your door and she'll want you very badly..."

"Like that scene in Maureen's movie "Neighbor Ladies"?"

"Just like that...."

"Where do I sign...."

The man snapped his fingers and a huge document appeared....

"Shouldn't I read all of this first...."

"Just legalese....I have so many lawyers working for me and they all want to write a little bit....I indulge them to keep them happy...."

"One day as her...."

"Yes...."

"Jennifer from 4G...."

"Yep...."

"Sex for infinity...."

"Absolutely...."

He took the pen and signed the huge document....and immediately the world swirled around him....

There was a knock at the door....

Jennifer stood there in a robe that was hanging open revealing so much....

"Hi I'm Jennifer from 4G....I was wondering if I could...."

He pulled her inside and together they explored his new femininity....later they invited some men....

When the time came he left this world with the highest hopes for more like this....his eyes closed on the mortal world and he woke on a soft bed covered in red satin....and in the candlelight he could make out things...things coming closer....

"What.....what are you?"

"We're the sex imps....we understand that you're ours forever...."

She knew screaming wouldn't do any good....she could hear the other screams of the damned all around her....but as those little creatures began to move over her....began to feel and taste her....she screamed anyway.....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

More

"I don't really know why....I never had much interest in his little dick before....but now all I want to do is play with it all the time...what do you think?"

"It is really cute like this....before it was just a pathetic disappointment...."

"It was....and as a bonus....he's so much more obedient now....he didn't even complain when I made him wear my bra and panties when Ted came over....next time I think I'm going to make him suck Ted's cock...."

"I'd love to see that!!!"

"So come over....bring a bottle of wine....bring your boyfriend...we'll make a party out of it!!!"

Bound and Blindfolded

"Just think Sissy....he's going to come in here and find you like this!!! Exposed and helpless!!! Blindfolded so you won't know who he is....bound so you can't stop him...."

"Do I know him.....at least tell me that...."

"Oh yes Sissy....you know him well....he's been in our house as a guest...and I haven't fucked him....he's going to be all yours!!!"

"You have to tell me.....please!!!"

"Oh no Sissy....I'll never tell....every time we have guests I want you to wonder which man fucked you like a little sissy slut....I want you to wonder about every smile...every handshake....it could be any of them!!!!"

We've played these games before and I'm embarrassed to say that I just love it!!!

The long term humiliation makes it feel brand new with every man I meet!!!!

Honestly

I can honestly say....

No one was surprised or delighted more than me that first time I had a sissygasm with a man inside me!!!!

Another life-changing experience!!!

Had One

He didn't believe me when I told him that I had one....

"No way a pretty little thing like you has a cock in your pants..."

So I took him into the back room and pulled down my pants and panties and showed him...he just laughed....

"See....I was right....."

Then he pulled down his pants to show me what a real one looked like...and after that...well....after that a lot happened.....

Suddenly

Suddenly it didn't matter that the women were watching us....

Suddenly it was as if we were all alone....just the two of us....

Suddenly our lips touched and it became real for us...

Our wives had dressed us....did our makeup....pushed us together....told us to kiss for their amusement....

But he was the same as me....two sissies....and we had a lovely moment together....

And somewhere in that time the women stopped laughing....

His tongue slipped into my mouth and mine slipped into his as the kiss lingered on and on....

We ground our bodies together....the sensual lingerie we wore...just making the experience better and better....

Both of us restrained in our cages....taking what pleasure we could from each other....

And when the moment ended....

The women were breathing heavily and watching us through half-lidded eyes as they sought their own pleasure together....

And he caught my eye....and he leaned closer....and this time when he kissed me....it wasn't quite ecstasy....but it was the next best thing!!!

Fair

It really wasn't fair at all....

Just being over her knee was enough to get me going....

She'd spank me and if I dripped on her stockings I'd get more....

But that damned vibrating plug made me drip more....

So back I would go....over her knees for more....

Then she'd turn on the plug....

And I'd drip some more....

And I would go back over her knees for more....

Then she'd turn on the plug....

And I'd drip some more....

 And I would go back over her knees for more....

This would go on until she got tired or the batteries died....

Then I would lick up all the drippies....and thank her for my correction....and do my half hour in the corner....and hope that she didn't get a second wind or find any spare batteries...at least until tomorrow!!!

 

 

Sorry

The nice man pulled over and asked me if I was interested in a twenty dollar blowjob....

I was....of course I was...but I left my purse in my wife's car and all I had was bus fare to get home.....I told him I was sorry but I couldn't afford it!!!

He looked puzzled for a moment and then offered to let me do it for free....some people are so nice!!!!

I asked him for his address so I could send him the twenty....but I must have written it down wrong....it came back as "No such Address"....

That'll teach me to pay better attention!

The Sale

"I think I'll take this one....I like the way he yelps....and I can't wait to put him in panties and stockings....he'll be adorable when he's over my knee!!!"

"We're running a special on castration right now if you're interested...."

"No....I prefer them in chastity....it gives them hope that some day they'll be allowed to cum..."

"As you wish..."